I love you. You do know that, right? I am not saying that you have to. In a sense of - you have to know and I don’t have to show. I think I do. Show. And if I haven’t done my best, forgive me. I will. I promise. It’s obviously a process but I couldn’t be prouder of our relationship and our love. There is nothing more pure than us. Even when it’s just ups and downs - phases. I love you! In a way I cannot describe. You are my soulmate, my best friend. And yes, people do need to compromise a lot when people decide do live their life’s as a duo. But there is nothing that feels most worthy than compromise to make us happy, make you happy. I am sorry for my need for attention, for not saying what I want and just going crazy. I am sorry for not being able to resolve my own shit without putting you in check. I do want to be better. Everyday. I will do so. For me, for us, for you. It’s all about this. The balance of understanding the other (or trying to) and making the effort to respect their space, limits and silence. We will do better. It just takes time. Two people that have lived “”half”” of their life’s apart and now decide to be together forever… It takes time, it takes efforts. Nobody said that it was easy. But you are worth it, we are. I am sorry. I see you! My magnificent rainbow.